Thursday, March 18, 2010

In memoriam of...

Today a very sad day.... MySpace

Attending the one of your family funeral isn’t a pleasant thing.

My aunt died this morning.. I was really sad and shocked to hear that.

She suffered from breast cancer, which we recently found out.

She did not ever tell if she had a cancer.. a few months ago she fell ill and since then we learned that she had advanced-stage cancer. it was very bad.

The cancer has spread to other organs. She had undergone chemotherapy several times but no avail.

She become thinner, and frail. besides that, her family also facing very

serious problems.

I wouldn’t tell because it's not my place to say.. it’s just too complicated.
I can not bear to see my cousins, they continue crying when their mother was buried.

I can’t imagine if it happened to me... MySpace

I mean, I really love my mother. although we don’t always get along, and sometimes I’m not obeyed her. But actually I really loved her with all my soul. I don’t want to lose her.
I maybe sound a little too much, but it's true.
I can only hope that my cousins can go through bravely.. and her soul rest in peace.

I remember the times when I was a little kid, my Aunt was taking care of me while my Mom had to work.

She’s very gentle and kind. I don’t understand why fate should be like this.
I do not know what else to say ..

Forgive me for being like this.. MySpace

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.."


Ronney said...

I am sorry to hear that. alm. Ibu gw jg begitu,kita yg masih disini hanya bisa berdoa saja.. i hope u cousin is alright

Luchie said...

Oh I'm sorry to hear that dear :(

Anonymous said...

my sincere condolonces sis, I understand what you were going through,though its painful to loose your aunt,take it on the positive side instead, think that your aunt now is free from pain ans sufferings(it will make you feel a little bit better)
I love my mom too, thinking of loosing her makes me feel cold and scared, that's why while they are still around, we must show how much we love them.Hope you and your cousins could get over this soonest possible.take care.

twinsouls888 said...

Aw I'm so sorry to hear that girl, I hope everything will be ok soon. Time heals you know, in time the pain will be gone. Just like my favorite saying, everything's gonna be alright ^_^

I know the feeling exactly. I love my grandpa so much. For me, he's the kindest grandpa in the whole world. I'm very close to him, he passed away 3 years ago and I still missed him and even cry when somebody mentions him.

BTW,Thanks so much for the sweet comforting words on my last post, appreciate it a lot. I feel so guilty not replying sooner, I've been busy with my son's periodical exam, reviewing and all ^_^

Everything's gonna be OK, hang in there girl.

Diaz said...

all : thanks for the sweet encouraging comments.... :)

Many people believe dreams are up worlds inside their heads. But to dream is merely to view reality through a filter.... (belle-the-witch)