Thursday, March 18, 2010
Today a very sad day....
Attending the one of your family funeral isn’t a pleasant thing.
My aunt died this morning.. I was really sad and shocked to hear that.
She suffered from breast cancer, which we recently found out.
She did not ever tell if she had a cancer.. a few months ago she fell ill and since then we learned that she had advanced-stage cancer. it was very bad.
The cancer has spread to other organs. She had undergone chemotherapy several times but no avail.
She become thinner, and frail. besides that, her family also facing very
I wouldn’t tell because it's not my place to say.. it’s just too complicated.
I can not bear to see my cousins, they continue crying when their mother was buried.
I can’t imagine if it happened to me...
I mean, I really love my mother. although we don’t always get along, and sometimes I’m not obeyed her. But actually I really loved her with all my soul. I don’t want to lose her.
I maybe sound a little too much, but it's true.
I can only hope that my cousins can go through bravely.. and her soul rest in peace.
I remember the times when I was a little kid, my Aunt was taking care of me while my Mom had to work.
She’s very gentle and kind. I don’t understand why fate should be like this.
I do not know what else to say ..
Forgive me for being like this..
"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.."